Bestfriend Wedding

Well.. now let me tell you about our story..
My rumpie's which is 3 of us already married.. then there're 3 left overs (including me)
this is us, when we still young.. (berasa udah tua yaaa..) 

this picture taken about in 2011 I think..

then now..
the first one who get married, of course the letti (our calling to her) one. Winda Fatmawati & Dr. Febry.
And she's in pregnancy, and in a counting days mode for welcoming the baby to the world.

US

 

The gold at Winda & Febry's Wed

 as I remember, still in same year, menyusul lah sih yang tak diduga-duga.

dan akhirnya pecah telor ke dua.. Putri Ascita & Lucky

The greenish at Utty & Lucky's wed

And the third one, not a long ago..

The mommy of us.. Lintang Kirana & Fickry

The Tosca of Lintang & Fickry's wed

And here we are the 3 leftovers.. (*_*)
wish us could catch up them soon..

me.rannmel.viong

 

Been there. Done that

Yess..freedom.
Freedom from what??
From my selfishness, my gloomy-gloomy sadness and no-interest-of-living emotion back then.
I finally, can smile and laugh reading my previous posting and said "what the hell I wrote back then?? damn!" hahaha.. and I felt like such an idiot. But I'm not regreting, in fact I do really grateful for having those memories. Yaiyalah grateful, karena lo bisa mengambil banyak hal dr sebuah kejadian yg lo alami (percaya deh) baik itu pahit maupun manis. (ya walaupun memang kejadian pahit lebih banyak meninggalkan bekas dalam dan pengalaman yg bisa diambil.)

Setelah berjuta-juta tahun engga update posting blog, tiba-tiba muncul dengan NEW ME (lebih ke new feeling of me sih ya). Ya dikarenakan kesibukan yang ada, dan tidak adanya hobby dan kepandaian dalam tulis menulis yg menarik, jadilah blog ini selalu teranggurkan untuk beberapa saat. Tapi ini sekedar curhat belaka sih. Oke let's get started..

Memories been made not to be erased, but to be remembered. Trust me, any memories (which is become bad now) it was, you can't forget it at all, unless if you got Amnesia. Even if you really work hard to forget it, it won't be erased, unless, again if you got Amnesia. Just face it, accept it, be happy, heads up, smile, and move forward. Yet not that simple, and yess it takes times. And even this fu***ng quotes is always true "Time will heal". Everything takes times, even being happy also takes times. You wanna be happy in a zip zap time cring cring cring.. just be an Indomie or Popmie instead. -__-

Me, myself back then also believe that I won't get through this, and feels like dying. Yeaaahh, menjijikan bukan? tp buat lo yg pernah patah hati, pasti bisik-bisik dlm hati "YAAAPP TOTALLY TRUE.."
Kuncinya memang ga cm satu, tapi memang kunci yg paling besar ya cuma satu ya BE PATIENT. Trust me, You can smile and laugh while you're saying "I've been there and done that happily!".

Accept those bad memories, don't avoid it. The longer you avoiding those memories that makes you wanna die, the longer the time will heal. Memori pahit nantinya akan jadi pelangi kok di sejarah kehidupan lo yg nantinya juga bisa jadi bahan cerita lo untuk anak temurun lo. Dan ketika seseorang terdekat lo nantinya mengalami hal buruk yang sama pernah lo alami, you can encourage them help them to be happy again as usual. Percaya deh sama gw, ada kebahagian tersendiri punya memori kayak gini karena lo berhasil ngelewatinnya, It feels like you're winning a big competition in a first place with a billion competitor. Tapi bagi yang belom punya pengalaman pahit kayak gw, yaa jangan sampe punya lah yaa.. *finger crossed.

Life goes on and on. So why you living such a sadness life? Ya ga sih? toh yang membuat lo sedih juga ga mikirin lo, buat apa lo pikirin. Tapi memang, namanya manusia itu di takdirkan hidup bersosial. U've got friends, bestfriends, family that won't ever leaving you behind. So don't be afraid to get through hard times, don't ever feel lonely. Mereka yang menjadi kunci pendamping BE PATIENT lo baik di keadaan susah maupun senang, apalagi keluarga.. Jangan pernah berpikir menyampingkan menomor dua kan keluarga. Even, sedeket-deketnya temen lo sesahabat-sahabatnya lo, yang akan selalu ada dalam diri lo adalah keluarga kandung lo, karena disitulah darah-darah mereka juga mengalir dan mereka selalu ada buat lo.

So.. yess.. I'm happy now.
and I've been there and done that.. laa laa laaa laaa...

In times like these...

I do really love one of many quotes from Paul Harvey, which is he said

 "In Times Like These It Is Good to Remember There Have Always Been Times Like These."

Kenapa gw suka?? 

Terkadang orang-orang (termasuk gw jg sih :p) kebanyakan, mengharap their future will be as good as they think, as easy as they think, as smooth as they've planned. Tetapii.. setelah waktu masa yg akan datang itu tiba dan terjadi dan sudah dijalani.. What happened next?? YAP.. N G E L U H ! ! !  (harus banget loh ini di Underline, Italic, Bold, Large font). 

It doesn't mean gw ga pernah ngeluh yaa.. well honestly, gw termasuk orang yg gmpng ngeluh, kadang dlm hati disimpen, kadang terlontar lewat mulut tajam ini. hahaha.. kenapa orang bisa ngeluh?? menurut pengalaman dan pemikiran gw, ngeluh itu terjadi krn ekspektasi akan sesuatu hal yg telah direncanakan sebelumnya ga semulus, ga sejalan, ga seperti yg di ekspektasikan (mencoba bahasa professor.. :p).

Well, who wants bad expectation for future?? reflek laahh..

Dalam postingan kali ini, gw M A S I H dalam kondisi galau (duileeee..masiiihh aja.. tektoktektoktektok.. ~,~) ingin sedikit mengingatkan, dalam waktu-waktu jenuh dan penuh dengan keluhan lo maka INGATLAH-INGATLAH (efek galau??) dengan quotes ini...

 "In Times Like These It Is Good to Remember There Have Always Been Times Like These." 

ada yg nanya??bingung?? maksud nee opoo mbak??

singkat, padat, jelasnya adalaha "ENJOY AND BE GRATEFUL EVERYTIME.." kenapaa??? karena mbak mbak mas mas adek adek kaka kaka para saudara.. waktu itu ga akan terulang untuk KEDUA KALINYA, meskipun HARI itu berulang-ulang setiap minggunya, Minggu itu berulang-ulang setiap bulannya, Bulan itu berulang-ulang setiap tahunnya. But, did time or moment repeat twice or more?? 

Life is not a video or photograph, can be repeated again and again, only choose the good one, then erase the bad one. (galau-galau bahasa gw makin berat yeee.. gw pun takjub 0.0)

So.. untuk kalian yg masih usia belia, masih sekolah SD lah, JHS lah, SHS lah.. jangan cepat-cepat menjadi tuiiir laaah.. ada kalanya kalian tua :) nikmatilah masa-masa sekolah, carilaah sahabatmu di sekolah, karena setelah masa sekolah kalian tidak akan mendapat REAL BESTFRIEND, semua F A K E.. yakinlaah.. (ini bukan gw ngerasa tua yeee.. hanya saja gw sudah melewati masa sekolah :D). because in times like these it is good to remember there have always been time like these..

Untuk kalian yg masih kuliah, bukannya mengajarkan yg tidak baik loh yaa.. ga ada salahnya kan bandel-bandel cabut matkul sesekali, having chit-chat quality time with friends. Belajar menuntut ilmu tetep tapi bersosialisi sangaaaatt penting looh.. dan teruntuk adik-adik (berasa tuaa bgt lg ya gw ~,~) yg sedang mengerjakan SKRIPSHIT buatlaah sebisa mungkin menjadi SKRIPSWEET.. karena HANYA itu moment paling JORJOR-an dalam dunia perkuliahaan.. Well, again ... because in times like these it is good to remember there have always been time like these.. Yakin lah, lewat dr masa ini, susah utk kalian merasakan hal-hal ini. :') (aaaaa..galau detected...)

Untuk kalian yg freshgraduate.. a.k.a nganggur.. NIKMATILAH WAKTU SENGGANG TANPA UANG.. hahahaa.. kenapaa kenapaa?? karena ga bakal keulang lagi kan waktu NOTHING TO DO seumur hidup kecuali udh tua pensiun yaa. tp itu maximiiissss 3bln nganggur yaa saudara-saudara, lewat dari itu silahkan ketar ketir.. hahaha.. krn klo lo udh dpt kerja, semua dunia berputar (hahahahaa.. maksudnya apa? anda akan merasakannya nanti..). AND AGAIN.. because in times like these it is good to remember there have always been time like these..

Untuk kalian yg sudah kerja pun.. Sebisa mungkin enjoy dan SYUKURILAH pastinya dengan apa yg di dapat, KARENA.. tidak semua org mendapatkan hal yg sama kan? apalagi ngedapetin kerja sekarang susahnya empot-empotan loh (mengingat bagaimana perjuangan hari demi hari..ehh curcol..). Saat nantinya kalian sudah retired, and NOTHING TO DO.. Dan untuk kesekian kalinya.. because in times like these it is good to remember there have always been time like these..

Dalam quotes dr PAUL HARVEY ini, sebenernya menurut gw banyak bgt mengandung arti-arti yaa.. cuma yg paling gw petik dan ambil kesimpulan adalah  ENJOY EVERY SINGLE OF TIME AND BE GRATEFUL. Baik itu kejadian buruk, kejadian indah.. It's a rainbow in every person story of life. Klo engga, yaa hambar benner hidup lo yaa.. jangan mau kalah dong sm sinetron yg ga jelas berjuta-juta episode-nya (#ehh.. :p) karena dalam masa-masa itu, kalian akan merindukan hal-hal yg lalu. Dan jadikanlah hal-hal yg lalu itu POWER untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yg positif dan lebih maju kedepannya.

So that's all I can post at this time..

semoga membuka pintu hati mata telinga bahwa WAKTU ITU SANGATLAH BERHARGA, DAN TIDAK BISA DIBAYARKAN DENGAN APAPUN.. because..

"In Times Like These It Is Good to Remember There Have Always Been Time Like These - Paul Harvey"

Sorry, for every mistakes I do in this post.. :)

Pieces from....

 ~When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
   I cant help but break down, and cry. 

~But you came and changed my whole world now,
  I'm somewhere I've never been before.
  Now I see, what love means.

~It's so unbelievable.........................

~Don't you know that I want to be more than just your friend
  Holding hands is fine, but I've got better things on my mind

~Say you love me
  You know that it could be nice
  If you'd only say you love me
  Don't treat me like I was ice 

~But I won't hesitate no more, no more
  It cannot wait, I'M YOURS....

 

~I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
  Lucky to have been where I have been
  Lucky to be coming home again
  Ooh ooh ooh....

 

~Oh bella bella please
  Bella you beautiful luna
  Oh bella do what you do
  Do do do do do

 

~Maukah kau tuk menjadi pilihanku
  Menjadi yang terakhir dalam hidupku
  Maukah kau tuk menjadi yang pertama
  Yang slalu ada di saat pagi ku membuka mata
  Jadilah yang terakhir
  Tuk jadi yang pertama
  Tuk jadi selamanya...

 

~I will never let you fall.
  I'll stand up for you forever.

 

~Engkau wanita tercantikku yang pernah ku temukan
  Wajahmu mengalihkan duniaku

 

~I don't wanna close my eyes
  I don't wanna fall asleep
  'Cause I'd miss you, babe
  And I don't wanna miss a thing

 

:')

 

I miss everything from you

Another galau posting :) Well, harap dimaklumi karena gw masih dalam suasana galau.
This blog, salah satu curahan luapan dan pelarian gw. Because, You wanna tell all of what you want, all in your mind, all of what you feel, but sometimes and some people won't listen or not a good listener or maybe don't always have a time to listen it. That's what I felt. Although, It just save as a draft. But, I feel relieved after typing it all :)

Well, I'm in a really really missing him condition so much :')

I used to hear his voice everyday, know his news everyday, know what he is doing everyday everytime, know what happen to him everyday, listen to his stories everyday, hear his funny stories, hear his laugh, hear his magical words or sentence everyday, waking up and knowing he always send sms "pagi cantik, aku udh bangun, kamu msh tdr yaa.jangan lupa sarapan yaa.." makes me cry so hard :'(. Always ending telephone with "sayang kmu". and all the good things in past, I really miss it now. I do wanna listen to all those words, laugh, and the sexy voice.


And I do miss, when walking together with holding hands, still tell many stories, funny stories, everyday report. Ngata2in atau comment2in orang-orang di sekitar. Eat our fav food, saving money (a.k.a makan K*C yg paket paling murah :p) dan yang paling ngangenin adalah Makan sushi bareng :'(. We both crazy about Sushi and especially S A L M O N. We do really love salmon sashimi, salmon mentai, salmon maki, salmon hand-roll, and all about salmon. (ngences membayangkan daging salmon yg mengkilap.... :'( itu lebih menyakitkan.. :p )

Dan kebiasaan2 yg cukup aneh dan unik yang bikin gw nangis tak tertahankan, yaitu kebiasaan dia kentut yg membinasakan baik bau maupun bunyinya,kebiasaan lucu yg suka menaik2an bibirnya kyk alien,  kebiasaan nyanyi lagu yg temponya seenaknya dia.


And off course I really miss ended and begin a month and day always with him :') miss to have a surprise from him. I miss everything...everything... That maybe he already forget that :'(

6 = Un Mois :')

6 means Un mois, meet another 6 it will be deux mois :'( , another 6 it's gonna be trois mois :'( .. and so on...... I Like to counting day by day, but this time.. count it makes me hurt all the time :'(
Postingan gw isinyaa curhataaaaan galaaauu terus. So so so sorry yaaa :)

Yang membuat tambah mengenaskan adalah, dikala dulu anda dan saya susah sekali memiliki waktu untuk menjadi kita, but We still US!!! BUT at this time, disaat anda dan saya memiliki waktu yg sangat free free free, it's like everyday we can meet easily without thinking about time knocking our watch..... There're no US again!!!

Think about it everyday, it's really killing me softly.

Maksud biar ga bete+inget-inget sedih a.k.a try to move on dengan denger lagu. Makin aja nangis kejer, semuanya jd pas.. lirik si A tiba2 ngena, ganti lagu si C lirikny nyenggol2 hati, ganti lg si G liriknya bikin jedotin kepala ke tembok, sampai akhirnya ganti ke si lagu Z makin makin dia menusuk si hati ini yg robek-robek kayak apaan tau. :'(
Semuaaaa jadiii pass..pass..pass..pass.. what should I do?? okeee..not listening music AGAIN!! turn it off, than change another activity.

Handphone ---> nganggur ---> siul2 minta diliat -__-"
okee, hey you.... phone you got my attention okee. so make me happy. Tapiiiii apaaaa......?????
Buka ini..ehh manyun.. close...
Buka yg ini... ehh memble.. close..
Buka yg ini.. ehh ngembeeeng.. close..
Buka yg ini.. ehh badan ngerengut.. close..
Buka yg ini.. ehh mewek... not close.... E R A S E ! !
Hapus yg itu.. makin mewek tambah jedot-jedotin kepala.. *kenapaa di apuuusss hey ratu apeeesss -__-"

Fix banting handphone...cuiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnngggggg... niat hati banting ke kasur, berhubung kasur mental lah si hengpong ini, dan melandaskan dirinya ke lantai dengan bunyi yg cukup aduhai makin menguras hatii.. *jedot-jedotin kepala.

Baru un mois.. how about deux mois?? trois mois?? D I E ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

go, went, gone...... :')

Sometimes you have to face the word of  GO, WENT, and the worst word GONE :') with a different meaning if you place together until they're in a complete sentence. Whatever the sentence is, the meaning is always leaving. what makes it different is, the time.. is it leaving for a while, leaving for a minute, leaving for work, leaving for a month, leaving to Paris, or "leaving you forever"???
When someone you have for a long time, and tied your heart very strong, and then he/she gone.. not for a while not for a minute, but forever. What would you do?? is that "MOVE ON" words come out from your mind and your friends mouth?? yeaaa... I'm so sure about that.

But, not from your heart off course :)

After you hear a GONE word then.. you'll have to hear the next soulmate word of that, which is "MOVE ON".
For me, that MOVE ON words is just too harsh, too hurt and make it more hurt after you hear GONE!!!! It's like you have it, you love it, you lose it, then you have, you should, you must,  lose it....

That's what I feel now, don't wanna to move on, don't wanna to lose it. just wanna have it back again :'(




............if it could be mine again :')