Yess..freedom.
Freedom from what??
From my selfishness, my gloomy-gloomy sadness and no-interest-of-living emotion back then.
I finally, can smile and laugh reading my previous posting and said "what the hell I wrote back then?? damn!" hahaha.. and I felt like such an idiot. But I'm not regreting, in fact I do really grateful for having those memories. Yaiyalah grateful, karena lo bisa mengambil banyak hal dr sebuah kejadian yg lo alami (percaya deh) baik itu pahit maupun manis. (ya walaupun memang kejadian pahit lebih banyak meninggalkan bekas dalam dan pengalaman yg bisa diambil.)
Setelah berjuta-juta tahun engga update posting blog, tiba-tiba muncul dengan NEW ME (lebih ke new feeling of me sih ya). Ya dikarenakan kesibukan yang ada, dan tidak adanya hobby dan kepandaian dalam tulis menulis yg menarik, jadilah blog ini selalu teranggurkan untuk beberapa saat. Tapi ini sekedar curhat belaka sih. Oke let's get started..
Memories been made not to be erased, but to be remembered. Trust me, any memories (which is become bad now) it was, you can't forget it at all, unless if you got Amnesia. Even if you really work hard to forget it, it won't be erased, unless, again if you got Amnesia. Just face it, accept it, be happy, heads up, smile, and move forward. Yet not that simple, and yess it takes times. And even this fu***ng quotes is always true "Time will heal". Everything takes times, even being happy also takes times. You wanna be happy in a zip zap time cring cring cring.. just be an Indomie or Popmie instead. -__-
Me, myself back then also believe that I won't get through this, and feels like dying. Yeaaahh, menjijikan bukan? tp buat lo yg pernah patah hati, pasti bisik-bisik dlm hati "YAAAPP TOTALLY TRUE.."
Kuncinya memang ga cm satu, tapi memang kunci yg paling besar ya cuma satu ya BE PATIENT. Trust me, You can smile and laugh while you're saying "I've been there and done that happily!".
Accept those bad memories, don't avoid it. The longer you avoiding those memories that makes you wanna die, the longer the time will heal. Memori pahit nantinya akan jadi pelangi kok di sejarah kehidupan lo yg nantinya juga bisa jadi bahan cerita lo untuk anak temurun lo. Dan ketika seseorang terdekat lo nantinya mengalami hal buruk yang sama pernah lo alami, you can encourage them help them to be happy again as usual. Percaya deh sama gw, ada kebahagian tersendiri punya memori kayak gini karena lo berhasil ngelewatinnya, It feels like you're winning a big competition in a first place with a billion competitor. Tapi bagi yang belom punya pengalaman pahit kayak gw, yaa jangan sampe punya lah yaa.. *finger crossed.
Life goes on and on. So why you living such a sadness life? Ya ga sih? toh yang membuat lo sedih juga ga mikirin lo, buat apa lo pikirin. Tapi memang, namanya manusia itu di takdirkan hidup bersosial. U've got friends, bestfriends, family that won't ever leaving you behind. So don't be afraid to get through hard times, don't ever feel lonely. Mereka yang menjadi kunci pendamping BE PATIENT lo baik di keadaan susah maupun senang, apalagi keluarga.. Jangan pernah berpikir menyampingkan menomor dua kan keluarga. Even, sedeket-deketnya temen lo sesahabat-sahabatnya lo, yang akan selalu ada dalam diri lo adalah keluarga kandung lo, karena disitulah darah-darah mereka juga mengalir dan mereka selalu ada buat lo.
So.. yess.. I'm happy now.
and I've been there and done that.. laa laa laaa laaa...
