In times like these...

I do really love one of many quotes from Paul Harvey, which is he said

 "In Times Like These It Is Good to Remember There Have Always Been Times Like These."

Kenapa gw suka?? 

Terkadang orang-orang (termasuk gw jg sih :p) kebanyakan, mengharap their future will be as good as they think, as easy as they think, as smooth as they've planned. Tetapii.. setelah waktu masa yg akan datang itu tiba dan terjadi dan sudah dijalani.. What happened next?? YAP.. N G E L U H ! ! !  (harus banget loh ini di Underline, Italic, Bold, Large font). 

It doesn't mean gw ga pernah ngeluh yaa.. well honestly, gw termasuk orang yg gmpng ngeluh, kadang dlm hati disimpen, kadang terlontar lewat mulut tajam ini. hahaha.. kenapa orang bisa ngeluh?? menurut pengalaman dan pemikiran gw, ngeluh itu terjadi krn ekspektasi akan sesuatu hal yg telah direncanakan sebelumnya ga semulus, ga sejalan, ga seperti yg di ekspektasikan (mencoba bahasa professor.. :p).

Well, who wants bad expectation for future?? reflek laahh..

Dalam postingan kali ini, gw M A S I H dalam kondisi galau (duileeee..masiiihh aja.. tektoktektoktektok.. ~,~) ingin sedikit mengingatkan, dalam waktu-waktu jenuh dan penuh dengan keluhan lo maka INGATLAH-INGATLAH (efek galau??) dengan quotes ini...

 "In Times Like These It Is Good to Remember There Have Always Been Times Like These." 

ada yg nanya??bingung?? maksud nee opoo mbak??

singkat, padat, jelasnya adalaha "ENJOY AND BE GRATEFUL EVERYTIME.." kenapaa??? karena mbak mbak mas mas adek adek kaka kaka para saudara.. waktu itu ga akan terulang untuk KEDUA KALINYA, meskipun HARI itu berulang-ulang setiap minggunya, Minggu itu berulang-ulang setiap bulannya, Bulan itu berulang-ulang setiap tahunnya. But, did time or moment repeat twice or more?? 

Life is not a video or photograph, can be repeated again and again, only choose the good one, then erase the bad one. (galau-galau bahasa gw makin berat yeee.. gw pun takjub 0.0)

So.. untuk kalian yg masih usia belia, masih sekolah SD lah, JHS lah, SHS lah.. jangan cepat-cepat menjadi tuiiir laaah.. ada kalanya kalian tua :) nikmatilah masa-masa sekolah, carilaah sahabatmu di sekolah, karena setelah masa sekolah kalian tidak akan mendapat REAL BESTFRIEND, semua F A K E.. yakinlaah.. (ini bukan gw ngerasa tua yeee.. hanya saja gw sudah melewati masa sekolah :D). because in times like these it is good to remember there have always been time like these..

Untuk kalian yg masih kuliah, bukannya mengajarkan yg tidak baik loh yaa.. ga ada salahnya kan bandel-bandel cabut matkul sesekali, having chit-chat quality time with friends. Belajar menuntut ilmu tetep tapi bersosialisi sangaaaatt penting looh.. dan teruntuk adik-adik (berasa tuaa bgt lg ya gw ~,~) yg sedang mengerjakan SKRIPSHIT buatlaah sebisa mungkin menjadi SKRIPSWEET.. karena HANYA itu moment paling JORJOR-an dalam dunia perkuliahaan.. Well, again ... because in times like these it is good to remember there have always been time like these.. Yakin lah, lewat dr masa ini, susah utk kalian merasakan hal-hal ini. :') (aaaaa..galau detected...)

Untuk kalian yg freshgraduate.. a.k.a nganggur.. NIKMATILAH WAKTU SENGGANG TANPA UANG.. hahahaa.. kenapaa kenapaa?? karena ga bakal keulang lagi kan waktu NOTHING TO DO seumur hidup kecuali udh tua pensiun yaa. tp itu maximiiissss 3bln nganggur yaa saudara-saudara, lewat dari itu silahkan ketar ketir.. hahaha.. krn klo lo udh dpt kerja, semua dunia berputar (hahahahaa.. maksudnya apa? anda akan merasakannya nanti..). AND AGAIN.. because in times like these it is good to remember there have always been time like these..

Untuk kalian yg sudah kerja pun.. Sebisa mungkin enjoy dan SYUKURILAH pastinya dengan apa yg di dapat, KARENA.. tidak semua org mendapatkan hal yg sama kan? apalagi ngedapetin kerja sekarang susahnya empot-empotan loh (mengingat bagaimana perjuangan hari demi hari..ehh curcol..). Saat nantinya kalian sudah retired, and NOTHING TO DO.. Dan untuk kesekian kalinya.. because in times like these it is good to remember there have always been time like these..

Dalam quotes dr PAUL HARVEY ini, sebenernya menurut gw banyak bgt mengandung arti-arti yaa.. cuma yg paling gw petik dan ambil kesimpulan adalah  ENJOY EVERY SINGLE OF TIME AND BE GRATEFUL. Baik itu kejadian buruk, kejadian indah.. It's a rainbow in every person story of life. Klo engga, yaa hambar benner hidup lo yaa.. jangan mau kalah dong sm sinetron yg ga jelas berjuta-juta episode-nya (#ehh.. :p) karena dalam masa-masa itu, kalian akan merindukan hal-hal yg lalu. Dan jadikanlah hal-hal yg lalu itu POWER untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yg positif dan lebih maju kedepannya.

So that's all I can post at this time..

semoga membuka pintu hati mata telinga bahwa WAKTU ITU SANGATLAH BERHARGA, DAN TIDAK BISA DIBAYARKAN DENGAN APAPUN.. because..

"In Times Like These It Is Good to Remember There Have Always Been Time Like These - Paul Harvey"

Sorry, for every mistakes I do in this post.. :)

Pieces from....

 ~When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
   I cant help but break down, and cry. 

~But you came and changed my whole world now,
  I'm somewhere I've never been before.
  Now I see, what love means.

~It's so unbelievable.........................

~Don't you know that I want to be more than just your friend
  Holding hands is fine, but I've got better things on my mind

~Say you love me
  You know that it could be nice
  If you'd only say you love me
  Don't treat me like I was ice 

~But I won't hesitate no more, no more
  It cannot wait, I'M YOURS....

 

~I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
  Lucky to have been where I have been
  Lucky to be coming home again
  Ooh ooh ooh....

 

~Oh bella bella please
  Bella you beautiful luna
  Oh bella do what you do
  Do do do do do

 

~Maukah kau tuk menjadi pilihanku
  Menjadi yang terakhir dalam hidupku
  Maukah kau tuk menjadi yang pertama
  Yang slalu ada di saat pagi ku membuka mata
  Jadilah yang terakhir
  Tuk jadi yang pertama
  Tuk jadi selamanya...

 

~I will never let you fall.
  I'll stand up for you forever.

 

~Engkau wanita tercantikku yang pernah ku temukan
  Wajahmu mengalihkan duniaku

 

~I don't wanna close my eyes
  I don't wanna fall asleep
  'Cause I'd miss you, babe
  And I don't wanna miss a thing

 

:')

 

I miss everything from you

Another galau posting :) Well, harap dimaklumi karena gw masih dalam suasana galau.
This blog, salah satu curahan luapan dan pelarian gw. Because, You wanna tell all of what you want, all in your mind, all of what you feel, but sometimes and some people won't listen or not a good listener or maybe don't always have a time to listen it. That's what I felt. Although, It just save as a draft. But, I feel relieved after typing it all :)

Well, I'm in a really really missing him condition so much :')

I used to hear his voice everyday, know his news everyday, know what he is doing everyday everytime, know what happen to him everyday, listen to his stories everyday, hear his funny stories, hear his laugh, hear his magical words or sentence everyday, waking up and knowing he always send sms "pagi cantik, aku udh bangun, kamu msh tdr yaa.jangan lupa sarapan yaa.." makes me cry so hard :'(. Always ending telephone with "sayang kmu". and all the good things in past, I really miss it now. I do wanna listen to all those words, laugh, and the sexy voice.


And I do miss, when walking together with holding hands, still tell many stories, funny stories, everyday report. Ngata2in atau comment2in orang-orang di sekitar. Eat our fav food, saving money (a.k.a makan K*C yg paket paling murah :p) dan yang paling ngangenin adalah Makan sushi bareng :'(. We both crazy about Sushi and especially S A L M O N. We do really love salmon sashimi, salmon mentai, salmon maki, salmon hand-roll, and all about salmon. (ngences membayangkan daging salmon yg mengkilap.... :'( itu lebih menyakitkan.. :p )

Dan kebiasaan2 yg cukup aneh dan unik yang bikin gw nangis tak tertahankan, yaitu kebiasaan dia kentut yg membinasakan baik bau maupun bunyinya,kebiasaan lucu yg suka menaik2an bibirnya kyk alien,  kebiasaan nyanyi lagu yg temponya seenaknya dia.


And off course I really miss ended and begin a month and day always with him :') miss to have a surprise from him. I miss everything...everything... That maybe he already forget that :'(

6 = Un Mois :')

6 means Un mois, meet another 6 it will be deux mois :'( , another 6 it's gonna be trois mois :'( .. and so on...... I Like to counting day by day, but this time.. count it makes me hurt all the time :'(
Postingan gw isinyaa curhataaaaan galaaauu terus. So so so sorry yaaa :)

Yang membuat tambah mengenaskan adalah, dikala dulu anda dan saya susah sekali memiliki waktu untuk menjadi kita, but We still US!!! BUT at this time, disaat anda dan saya memiliki waktu yg sangat free free free, it's like everyday we can meet easily without thinking about time knocking our watch..... There're no US again!!!

Think about it everyday, it's really killing me softly.

Maksud biar ga bete+inget-inget sedih a.k.a try to move on dengan denger lagu. Makin aja nangis kejer, semuanya jd pas.. lirik si A tiba2 ngena, ganti lagu si C lirikny nyenggol2 hati, ganti lg si G liriknya bikin jedotin kepala ke tembok, sampai akhirnya ganti ke si lagu Z makin makin dia menusuk si hati ini yg robek-robek kayak apaan tau. :'(
Semuaaaa jadiii pass..pass..pass..pass.. what should I do?? okeee..not listening music AGAIN!! turn it off, than change another activity.

Handphone ---> nganggur ---> siul2 minta diliat -__-"
okee, hey you.... phone you got my attention okee. so make me happy. Tapiiiii apaaaa......?????
Buka ini..ehh manyun.. close...
Buka yg ini... ehh memble.. close..
Buka yg ini.. ehh ngembeeeng.. close..
Buka yg ini.. ehh badan ngerengut.. close..
Buka yg ini.. ehh mewek... not close.... E R A S E ! !
Hapus yg itu.. makin mewek tambah jedot-jedotin kepala.. *kenapaa di apuuusss hey ratu apeeesss -__-"

Fix banting handphone...cuiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnngggggg... niat hati banting ke kasur, berhubung kasur mental lah si hengpong ini, dan melandaskan dirinya ke lantai dengan bunyi yg cukup aduhai makin menguras hatii.. *jedot-jedotin kepala.

Baru un mois.. how about deux mois?? trois mois?? D I E ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

go, went, gone...... :')

Sometimes you have to face the word of  GO, WENT, and the worst word GONE :') with a different meaning if you place together until they're in a complete sentence. Whatever the sentence is, the meaning is always leaving. what makes it different is, the time.. is it leaving for a while, leaving for a minute, leaving for work, leaving for a month, leaving to Paris, or "leaving you forever"???
When someone you have for a long time, and tied your heart very strong, and then he/she gone.. not for a while not for a minute, but forever. What would you do?? is that "MOVE ON" words come out from your mind and your friends mouth?? yeaaa... I'm so sure about that.

But, not from your heart off course :)

After you hear a GONE word then.. you'll have to hear the next soulmate word of that, which is "MOVE ON".
For me, that MOVE ON words is just too harsh, too hurt and make it more hurt after you hear GONE!!!! It's like you have it, you love it, you lose it, then you have, you should, you must,  lose it....

That's what I feel now, don't wanna to move on, don't wanna to lose it. just wanna have it back again :'(




............if it could be mine again :')

Peanut Butter and The Unrequited Love

Kali ini postingan gw ngebahas hal-hal yang galau, cukup sangat galau. Mungkin klo ada galau club, gw bakal di sapa dengan kata "welcome to the club ma meeenn..." -__- menyedihkan bukan.

Well, I'm such a kepo-ers banget yaa. someone said about "PEANUT BUTTER.." walau nampak ga asing didengar buat org yg awam, tp buat gw seorang kepowati ada cerita atau ada arti pastinya dibalik kata-kata peanut butter ini :')
Beberapa waktu lalu, gw sering denger, melihat, membaca kata-kata peanut butter ini dari seseorang pastiinya, dan menurut gw itu cm kata-kata iseng tanpa arti yg mungkin tiba-tiba keluar dari otak seseorang. Tapi, lambat laun kata-kata ini makin sering keluar, makin sering terlihat dan akhirnya muncullah tanda tanya di jidat gw yg berjalannya waktu makin lama gw baca kata "peanut butter" ini makin gede lah tanda tanya di jidat gw.
Sampai pada suatu ketika, dimana tanda tanya ini tumbuh membesar lalu akhirnya berhenti menjadi tanda seru yang sangaaaaat besar. Yang artinya adalah "FINALLY I KNOW IT!!!" walau masih terselip, tanda tanya sedikit sm artinya, tp akhirnya gw tau maksud dr kata-kata peanut butter ini :)

Entah antara mau senyum, lemes, sedih, ngekngok face a.k.a bingung pas tau semua artinya tapi yg pasti sedikit lega karena udah berhasil nemuin artinya. Layaknya detektif yg menuntaskan kasusnya, investigasi per investigasi. Penasaran apa itu artinya, cluenya adalah "unrequited love". Lalu apaaa pulaaa arti dr unrequited love itu lg coba?? nah itu dia yg sekarang, mulai memunculkan si tanda tanya lg di jidat gw, walaupun belom sebesar menara eiffel :D
Apa itu terjemahan dr unrequited love itu sendiri, go ask uncle google, for translate it.. :p and you will know it. Someone said, unrequited love it's like half a loaf of bread, it is likely to grow hard and moldy sooner (Wikipedia).
Well, sooner I will find out, what is the real meaning of this peanut butter and unrequited love is...

Full Colours Girls Night Out..

We called this in Indonesia as "ARISAN" and this month, will be our last round of Arisan 2011.
The dresscode is little funny, but fashion off course.. Come with a plain dress, or clothes, or Shirt but with bright colours and of course no flat shoes or sandals, wear heals and wedges only. So this is it, how we celebrate our last round of Arisan 2011. so here is the first preview of us..

We were contains of 11 beautifull ladies.. (utty, ninis, khilda, putri, lintang, me, vivy, nda, rany, amy, ayin)
On that day, only 10 people comes, sadly ayin couldn't join us..
This arisan held on 5 January 2012 place in Bird cage cafe near Wijaya Blok-M.

Here are the personil...

and here we're......

 

 

 

It's time for the 2012 first round.. hope it will be me to get the money first.hahahaha...

Hello 2012...Bye December Hello January..I love you

Hello again blogger..
tong lime no posts..
have so much story to tell, and I confused how to started.
First of all, wanna say... Happy 2012 everyone (it's really really too late say that..hahaha..)
How's ending ur 2011 and begin ur 2012??
well.... I really love this date 31-12 to 1-01 exactly I love the 31.12 date.what was in that???
On the past 31.12.11 we've (me and my boyfie) been celebrate our 3rd anniversarry.. YAAYYY..finally we've been 3 years being cute couple, caring and love each other. Alhamdulillah :)

But it isn't like the other past years :( because, I didn't make any surprise at all, or make something to remember for the past 2011. :(
Really wanna make something for him, but due to financial crisis of mine which is I'm a collegers and in Thesis mode, and I have to take out extra money for that, so I couldn't make something for him :( sorry oyoy.
Wanna flashback for the past 2nd anniv and 1st anniv..

When it was our 1st anniv, it was the most surprising funny story and memory for us.yeaa..it's because finally our first year together. here is what I give to him, from my own handmade :D

This was my first anniv cupcake made by me for him.. :p looks delicious, taste more delicious. I'll guarantee.. hahaha.. He gave me pack of 8 pieces (as I remembered :p ) salmon maki from sushi *EI and comes with dark purple maroon flowerly clothes.. *thank you oyoy

And it comes to 2nd anniv. Been prepared this present for many months :p with a really basic and amateur skill for making scrapbook.. This was what I gave to him in our 2nd anniv..

taken by Wicak'o edited by GhyAngghy with Instagram

our very full 2nd anniv Scrapbook

How's that?? A lot of mess right look from the cover??hahahahaa.. but it's okay. So much memory I wanna put in there, so it's little..hmm..actully it's lot look like wanna explode and it can't be closed properly.hahaha..
The favorite part in this scrapbook, for me is this part..

the surprising little book in our scrapbook :) a lot surprising moment, captured in there :)

And now, our 3rd anniv, it was really sad I could only gave this sketched art by me :(

Taken by me, edit with Instagram

Then, when it was 5.00PM (as I remembered) he came, and gave this cutie mickey mouse I really really want a long time ago :') ...

What I love, when I end a year and begin the new year, is...
I still have him on me :')
And thanks god U still give me 3 years with him, hope it could be many many years with him :* love you oyoy